drunken mess?

went out in southampton on saturday night.
ended up complaining about life.
drugss and weed and mdma.
which i havent done in a while.
and ohh. ended up in my with some guy from work...although he couldnt get it up.

not really sure where we stand now. but...off to work so i am sure i will find out!
lets hope he can keep a secret!

over and out,
laterzzzzzzz

Summer

It's finally summer. I decided not to go to amezzz, for practical reasons (money etc.) and the fact that summer is about festivals and gettting absolutely fuckkked with my friends in b'town.
saw westlife.
being healthy / trying to lose weight. 8 stone is the aim...13lbs to go!
but i will get there eventually innit.

tomozza i plan to get completely wasted.
although i feel i may have to look after lauren and foxy which sucks. but we plan on going to a casino which should be sweeeeeeeet. im looking forward to dressing up because i have been slumming it in shorts and my westlife jumper (i in mourning) for the past few weeks.

I WANT TO SEE WESTLIFE IN CROKE PARK BUT NO-ONE WILL COME WITH ME!
kdfsgflhv

laterzzzzzz.

im revamping my room aswell.
putting motivational and happy stuff on the wall so i dont lose myself this year, cause earlier in the year i hit a pretty dark place.
dont wanna go back there again.