It's January the 3rd, and so far my 'resolutions' or aims for 2012 have taken a turn for the worse--well some of them anyway.
My heart is in more of a mess than ever. Yesterday I hung out with Chris, and it was really nice. He texts me in the morning, and he asks about my day. When you compare the two, Chris is by far the more thoughtful and caring. Elliot know he has 'neglected me' as he put it, but hasn't done anything to change this.
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Currently hate my predicament. Why do I need to be needed? Why can't I just say FUCK OFF to both of them and enjoy the single life for a while? I mean im hopefully going to America in a few months again, then I plan to travel after university, is there any point being in a relationship? But when you find happiness somewhere, you just gotta grab it with both hands, regardless of the future...
Today I am going to sort this out.
I did 83 situps this morning.
I bought sheets for my room.
The new thing I am doing this week is going shopping to Westfields with Hannah and Ray tomozaa, will blog after (:
mannnnnnn i just want an easy fuckin' life.
but as kigh say 'the best is yet to come'
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