apparently i suck the life out of everything. awesome. absolutely awesome. ohh, and i am back with chris. but he is flirting with some girl over facebook. they went to the cinema. they might as well just shove my face in it and cheat on me. i seriously hate me life today; i just want to curl up in a ball and never resurface. and tonight was just as rubbish- jodie drama as usual.
i just want to leave.
i want to not be dependent on chris, i want to not want to check his facebook for signs of cheating with that girl.
i want to be happy and not ruin every fun occasion.
butttt
what can i do? just leave and go to america? ... well that is what summer is for hopefully.
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