Science Museum

Today me and debs went to the science museum (:

This was a fun outing. We had planned a trip to the new forest, but it rained and then later on snowed, so we postponed that and went to the science museum instead!

It was fun. I got to feel like a child again, and for a few hours forget about the adult world that I now live in.

But, im worried about her - she has been thinking about self harm; and I don't know what to suggest.

I like that she is open about it, but i honestly don't know what to say. It's hard without knowing what is making her so upset. It must be hard to put on this happy, brave face everyday (i should know, brief period of self harm in year 9&10 when my parents split up etccc. but i knew the problem, and that it would take time, but debs claims to not know the reason...)

really don't know how to deal with this, i suggested counselling but didnt get text back...and i find these things so awkward to talk about aswell.

Just gonna make sure she know's im here for her innit...

Hannah has court thursday..mann so many people in my life with issue right now. But in a way that helps me take my mind of the possibility that i do actually love chris, but will loose him, because of what i plan to do with my summer...ahh well!

Crackin' on and working through maa to-do list, so much uni work atm :(

my shoes should arrive soon, which will make me happy! - will post a picture, pure awesomeness.

My life currently is not good- literally dont know what to do. I hardly eat anymore; and i run every day. I look in the mirror and i just see fat, like everywhere. But everyone's has more important things to deal with right now. Imma just stay to eating cereal, banana and bagel and see if that helps (hopefully it will) and imma buy loadss of fruit from sainssb' tomozza before hitting porthouse with jodie (:

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