Lifeeee

So...i guess everything has been a bit hectic really. Me and Chris are deffo over. I've got a job in america for summer! Bring on MA and Cape Cod! Mannn i really wanna get a tan (:

Been to bourneymouth today and yesterday, so nice just hanging with han on the beach not giving a fuck about my essays and work and shizzleee...but now it's back to reality i guess, and i hate that.

I also hate that i am single, i know i shouldnt rely on someone else to make me happy, but in all honesty, i miss the company and having someone to hug and night and talk to about everything.

There is so much shit in my life that no-one wants to know, and i can just ramble to a boyfriend because it's someone i can open up to and be vulnerable with. I guess i just miss it all y'know, that feeling you get...

ohh well.

And one tree hill is nearly over...not sure how im going to cope with everything, just feel like everything and everyone i used to rely on for happiness is disappearing all at once.