procrastination

I had lots planned for today, i had a to do list and i accomplished 1 thing; and that was in the morning.

I went to the library to do work with debs, and didn't get a lot done. I think it's because i have to much time on my hands, that i think "i can just do it tomorrow" and i need to stop that.

I kinda get the feeling debs was talking about me to dave today, because in the library she turned the computer screen around, which i don't mind, but if you have something to say just say it to my face y'know. Another reason why my friendship only appears temporary.

Me and Jodie planned a January shopping trip to Bluewater and Lakeside, which would be awesome.

Mumford have kept me going today, i keep re-watching the video of them live at reading and wishing i was back there-- without a care in the world for three days, listening to live music which is what i love.

Tomorrow is thirsty thursday, but i am scared to get drunk after last time. I don't want to give debs any more reason to make me a temporary friend, because despite her irritating habits, i do think we could stay friends in the future.